Ooook! i had 4 things in mind to write about, but i currently forgot 2 of them so ill go back to them later XDD

So about my VK fashion designs for school, i have 3 ideas in mind and have only got 1 down on paper I'll tell u what i was thinking:

-The first one: the top is like a combination of what Reita and Uruha wore in their NLSG tour and the bottom looks really cool right now cuz i added color (not the exact ones: red, blue, gray). The final will be black, purple, and pink plaid^___^

-The second one i was thinking about was that whole outfit Uruha wore in the Regret PV OMFG I LOVE THAT OUTFIT! i wanna see if i can duplicate it

-The third one is still a little shaky... i wanted to do something more of a girl's VK outfit something Gothic Lolita-ish

I'll try to post my sketches by this weekend so u guys can vote on which one i should do

Funny story on Thursday! We were working on our models for art and i went up to the teacher to see if i did everything OK... The model had to be like a person we could reference off of.. no face or clothes.. just raw body shape So i went to Bostwick with my pic of the model i was doing. I HAD A PIC OF MIYAVI! and when she saw it, she stared at it for like 5 long seconds " . . . . . . " LOL then she said "I'm gonna ask a really stupid question, Is this a guy or girl???!" XDD then i was like "itsa guy " and she said "oh................ i was gonna say SHES really pretty..." *still wierded out* ITS OK TO SAY MIYAVI IS PRETTY CUZ HE ISSSS!!
Oh the pic i showed her came from this: [link]

In other news, this weekend my town is having its annual Cherry Blossom Festival at first i wanted to go, but then my friend said shes NOT volunteering.. so im not plus.. tomorrows gonna be 90 degrees!

What i've wanted to say all this week was im feeling more and more unwanted... no motivation... no... happiness..? Yes its because of school.. again... I dont know what it is! but when i think about it... its my friends..? Ive been thinking... my best friend hasnt been there for me... she wants me to help her out fundraising for Acadec because she reminds me of how good a friend i was HELLO?! u didnt wanna come with me on my first Da--- "MEETING WITH A BOY" and u call that being there for me?! she doesnt want me to move to that art school i've been thinking about Yet again.. it could just be the boringness at school i just dont feel like im going anywhere! i hate it... i think i'll take a trip back to Emo land SORRY FOR MY SELFISH RANT! T^T